What if?

what if
I hurt.
I’m scared.
I’m not enough.
I freeze.
What if? The darkness is too much.
What if? I am too horrific to love.
What if? I can never be enough.
What if? My soul is scarred and tattered and ugly.
What if? I was never born.
What if? I could have spoken.
What if? I had a different childhood.
What if? I am too broken.
What if? He comes back.
What if? I am not my abuse.
What if? God loves me.
What if? I can heal.
What if? My soul is kind and gentle.
What if? I can stand.
What if? I can be strong.
What if? I can speak.
What if? I am healing.
What if? I love.
What if? I am….. what I choose to be.

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About Reviewer Rose

Hi, my name is Rose, I'm no longer in the flush of youth, I have a common-law husband and two teenaged daughters, multiple pets, and more debt than I'm comfortable with! Anything sounding familiar? Well, its all too familiar to me and I plan on changing a few things around here. I'll keep the husband, kids and pets, but some things just need to change! I am embarking on a journey of discovery. Warning, this blog includes discovery of self, writing, learning and growing. There may be posts that you won't be comfortable reading, but I have supressed some things for so long, things I don't want to keep anymore, so will leave them here on these pages. I hope you will follow while I live, learn, heal, try, review and share, and I hope you can grow along with me in my pursuit of betterment!
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