Lost and Confused

Just like the title says. I’m feeling lost and confused, tossed about at sea with no compass, dropped in a foreign land with no map, wandering aimlessly with no concrete goal in sight.
The problem is, yesterday I spent most of the day outside. It was beautiful, the sun was shining, the temperature soared to five degrees celcius. After I walked my dogs and managed to go directly through every single muddy puddle I could find, I cleaned them up with some warm soapy water and spent some time in my backyard shoveling snow off my garden. I was wearing a t-shirt, my deck, paths and driveway were snow free, I even took a video clip just to highlight the sounds of trickling water, a tinkling windchime and other neighbourhood noises which actually included some drumming from somewhere nearby. I couldn’t get the clip from my iPhone to here so you’ll just have to take my word for it.
Anyway, my point is, yesterday was glorious, today its snowing. I thought it was Spring – I’m obviously confused. The snow was melting, I could see patches of brown earth everywhere, now those brown patches are covered over again.
I am entombed in Winter, and I am lost.

About Reviewer Rose

Hi, my name is Rose, I'm no longer in the flush of youth, I have a common-law husband and two teenaged daughters, multiple pets, and more debt than I'm comfortable with! Anything sounding familiar? Well, its all too familiar to me and I plan on changing a few things around here. I'll keep the husband, kids and pets, but some things just need to change! I am embarking on a journey of discovery. Warning, this blog includes discovery of self, writing, learning and growing. There may be posts that you won't be comfortable reading, but I have supressed some things for so long, things I don't want to keep anymore, so will leave them here on these pages. I hope you will follow while I live, learn, heal, try, review and share, and I hope you can grow along with me in my pursuit of betterment!
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